Tag: Yellowstone National Park

For years, Yellowstone had been a fishing place to me. I knew it through the Lamar, Soda Butte and Slough Creek, through long days walking into isolated lakes and mornings spent searching for cutthroat in water that seemed almost too beautiful to spoil by wading. Some seasons I fished inside the park for twenty or twenty-five days. In others, only five or six. Either way, it was always one of the high points of the trip. I knew where to stop, where to walk, which stretches were worth the effort and which roads would be clogged by midmorning. I knew which valleys held their cold longest, where the bison tended to gather, and how quickly a quiet roadside pullout could become impossible once the traffic began.

I had spent first light in the Lamar Valley with a long lens, tripod and teleconverters, scanning the hillsides for bears and wolves before turning my attention back to the rivers. Wildlife had always been part of Yellowstone for me, but usually as an opening act. Once the light strengthened, the camera went away, the rod came out and the day reorganised itself around water. I thought I knew Yellowstone.

This time, I was seeing it through my children. We had been moving through the park and the surrounding country for almost two weeks. We entered first from the south, after driving through Grand Teton National Park and stopping at Schwabacher Landing, where my wife and I had been married years earlier. We stood there again with our children beneath the same mountains, looking across the water towards the Tetons. The scene was familiar, but not in the way I expected. Memory had held it still. Life had not.

Returning with the children changed the place. It was no longer simply the backdrop to an earlier part of our lives. The four of us were standing inside the same landscape years later, trying to reconcile memory with the people we had become. There is something strange about returning to a place that has carried such importance in your mind. You expect it to unlock the earlier version of yourself, but it rarely does. The mountains are still there. The reflections still gather in the same water. What has changed is the person looking at them. My wife and I were no longer the couple who had stood there alone. We had arrived with two nearly grown children, each seeing the place without the weight of our memories. To them, it was simply beautiful. To us, it was beautiful and crowded with time.

Nearby, we visited Jenny Lake and the overlook above the Snake River, then spent time hiking in the country between Jackson and Victor. Later, we drove around and entered Yellowstone through West Yellowstone, beginning a more familiar circuit through Old Faithful, Grand Prismatic, Yellowstone Lake, Hayden Valley and the canyon. The children were interested in the fact that we were driving inside a volcano. As we moved through the park, I tried to explain the caldera, pointing out sections of its rim and showing them on Google Maps and paper maps. It is one thing to tell someone that Yellowstone sits inside one of the largest volcanic systems on earth. It is another to show them that they have been driving across it for hours without reaching the other side.

The scale is difficult to comprehend because the landscape does not present itself as a single crater. It arrives as forests, rivers, lakes, valleys, geysers and long roads. You pass through it piece by piece, never quite able to hold the whole thing in your head. I explained the magma chamber, the ancient eruptions and the continuing movement beneath the ground. I pointed towards steaming hillsides and mineral terraces and tried to make the invisible machinery beneath us feel real. They listened, asked questions and then, quite often, fell asleep. That became part of the rhythm of the trip. I would begin explaining some geological or historical detail with the confidence of a man delivering essential information, glance into the rear-view mirror and find both children asleep against the windows.

Our mornings began at four. To see Yellowstone properly in summer, you need to move before most people have left their beds. By first light, we were already in Hayden Valley, binoculars raised, searching the slopes and timber edges for grizzly bears. At that hour, the roads were quiet and the park still belonged largely to the animals. The light arrived slowly across the valley floor. Bison moved through the grass, and every dark shape near the timber demanded a second look through the binoculars. The mind begins playing tricks in country like that. A stump becomes a bear. A shadow becomes a wolf. A distant bison lying in the grass can occupy ten minutes of serious discussion before finally standing up and resolving the matter.

The forecasts had suggested temperatures in the mid-thirties, but we were fortunate. Most days remained overcast and rarely climbed beyond the high twenties. The cooler conditions kept the animals active for longer and gave us more time before the heat, traffic and crowds began to take over. At first light, the park felt almost empty. We walked along raised timber boardwalks above steaming mud and mineral-stained ground with barely another person in sight. The smell of sulphur hung over everything, sometimes so strong it turned the stomach. Steam moved across the path in slow sheets, briefly hiding the landscape before lifting again. The ground hissed, bubbled and breathed beneath us.

There are few places where the earth feels so visibly unfinished. The surface looks temporary, a thin crust stretched over heat and pressure. Water appears in impossible colours. Mud boils. Fumaroles breathe. Entire hillsides seem to be decomposing in front of you. The boardwalks are there for good reason. Wander a few steps in the wrong direction and what looks like solid ground may be little more than a fragile lid over boiling water.

Our first close bison encounter came near one of those thermal areas. It moved beside the boardwalk with the complete indifference of an animal that had seen thousands of people and been impressed by none of them. The size of a bison is difficult to appreciate until one is close. Photographs flatten them. From only a short distance away, the weight of the shoulders, the thickness of the skull and the quiet authority with which they move become impossible to ignore. There is no hurry in them. They move as though the rest of the world will make way, which, generally, it does.

Later, we watched them walk between stopped vehicles, bringing traffic to a standstill while people leaned from windows and held up their phones. Some got out and moved far closer than any sensible person should. That part of Yellowstone never changes. The wildlife is extraordinary. The human response to it can be equally remarkable, though not always for the same reason. Every year, people are warned to keep their distance. Every year, someone seems to interpret a bison standing beside the road as an invitation to move closer for a better photograph.

The children loved the bison, elk, deer and the few moose we managed to find. They slept between sites, waking when something appeared beside the road or when we reached the next stop. Their days developed a rhythm of early excitement, midmorning exhaustion and sudden revival whenever an animal came into view. For me, the pleasure was not simply in seeing these things again. It was watching them see them for the first time. There is a particular expression children have when something exceeds whatever picture they had formed in their minds. It is not quite surprise. It is recognition mixed with disbelief. The animal, mountain or geyser is suddenly real, but larger and stranger than expected.

Before this trip, Yellowstone had been organised around opportunity. Which river was fishing well? Where were the cutthroat rising? How early could I reach the second meadow without running into a bear? There were still fish, of course, but they fitted around everything else. This time, the park itself was the point.

If we happened to pass a river and saw fish rising, it did not take long to pull over. I could be out of the car in shorts and sandals, vest on, net in one hand and rod in the other. I might catch a few fish and be back on the road within half an hour. Those brief sessions had their own appeal. There was no time to overthink them. You saw a rise, found somewhere safe to pull over and stepped into the river with whatever you already had rigged. A few casts, perhaps a cutthroat or two, and then the vest came off, the rod went back in the car and the journey continued.

There is a freedom in fishing without trying to build a day around it. You accept the water as you find it. There is no pressure to solve everything, no need to stay until the last rise. You are simply passing through and lucky enough to be holding a rod when something happens. There were also a handful of more serious sessions, when the fishing became the purpose and we walked some distance from the road to reach quieter water. For the most part, though, it happened only when it fitted comfortably with the rest of the day. That was new for me. In other years, everything else had been arranged around the temperament of trout.

There is something special about standing in a river in Yellowstone, especially with your family nearby. It feels different from fishing with a mate who understands the country, knows the risks and is responsible for himself. When your children are with you in bear country, your attention stretches well beyond the water. You look over your shoulder more often. You listen harder. You notice the wind, the timber behind you, the smell of the air and any movement along the bank. All the senses seem to sharpen at once.

Bear encounters are not as common as people imagine, and bear spray, sound judgement and knowing how to respond make the risk manageable. But none of that entirely silences the older, more instinctive part of the brain that keeps rehearsing the worst possible outcome. You begin calculating distances without meaning to. How far are the children from the car? Which direction is the wind carrying our scent? How thick is the timber behind us? Where is the bear spray? Is it still clipped where it should be? It heightens the fishing rather than diminishing it. The current against your legs, the rise of a cutthroat, the sound of water over stone and the knowledge that you are standing in a genuinely wild place all seem more vivid. It makes you feel intensely alive.

We also did the things I had often passed by. We sat on bar stools and ate a classic American breakfast in one of the tourist places near Old Faithful. There were eggs, bacon, coffee and the familiar low hum of travellers discussing routes, weather and what they hoped to see. We waited for geysers, walked among thermal basins and stood with everyone else above the canyon and waterfalls. In other years, those places had often been something to move past on the way to a river. This time, we allowed them to become destinations in their own right.

Old Faithful is easy to dismiss because everyone knows it. Its eruption times are predicted, the seating fills and hundreds of cameras are raised before anything happens. Yet when the water finally surges into the air, it is still extraordinary. The familiarity of an image does not make the real thing ordinary. The same was true of the Grand Canyon of the Yellowstone. I had seen it before, photographed it and passed through with fishing gear waiting in the car. Standing there with the children, with no immediate need to hurry elsewhere, I understood how often purpose can narrow a place. You see what you came to see and overlook the rest. None of it was new to the world, but much of it was new to us as a family.

By ten in the morning, the park began to change. The empty boardwalks filled. Cars appeared from every direction. By the time we reached Grand Prismatic, we had to park hundreds of metres away and walk back towards the access points with crowds moving in both directions. The difference between dawn and late morning was extraordinary. Only a few hours earlier, we had been walking through thermal country with barely another person in sight. Now every car park was full, the roads were slowing and the quiet of the morning had been replaced by doors slamming, engines idling and people trying to work out where to go next.

At first light, Yellowstone feels enormous. By midday, it can feel strangely confined. A single animal beside the road can stop traffic for kilometres. One full car park pushes vehicles onto the shoulder, then farther along the road, until the landscape begins to look less like wilderness and more like an event everyone has arrived late for. When we left through West Yellowstone around midday, the line of incoming vehicles stretched from the entrance, through the traffic lights in town and beyond its outskirts. It was difficult to look at that line and imagine it as sustainable forever.

Still it remains one of the most extraordinary places on earth, but it is becoming increasingly clear that a place can be loved too much. Not through neglect or indifference, but through the sheer number of people who want to experience it. We were part of that number. My family had every right to see the park, just as the people waiting in those cars did. That is what makes the problem so difficult.

It is easy to complain about crowds when you are already inside the gate. It is easy to imagine that your reasons for being there are somehow more legitimate than everyone else’s. The angler believes he understands the rivers. The photographer believes he rises earlier and behaves better. The family has crossed the world to be there. The retired couple may have waited their whole lives. Everyone has a reason.

The challenge is not keeping people away. It is finding a way to let them in without slowly destroying the very experience they have come to find. Perhaps the answer begins with time: earlier mornings, longer stays, shuttle systems, fewer cars in the most congested places, and a willingness to accept that some landscapes cannot absorb unlimited access simply because demand exists.

Perhaps it also begins with the visitor. Move earlier. Stay longer. Walk farther. Give animals space. Accept that not every sight needs to be approached, photographed or converted into proof. Let other people experience the place without becoming part of their experience.

At dawn, those ideas feel possible. The roads are empty. Steam moves across the boardwalks. Bison graze without an audience. For a brief hour or two, Yellowstone appears untouched by the pressure gathering beyond the entrances. Then the sun rises, the cars arrive and the spell begins to thin.

That may be why first light has become the Yellowstone I remember most clearly from this trip. Not simply because the animals were active or the roads were quiet, but because it allowed us to see the park before it became an attraction again.

For years, Yellowstone had been a fishing place to me. This time, fishing became one small part of something larger. I still remember the cutthroat rising, the rivers slipping through meadow country and the familiar pull of wanting to stop at every piece of likely water. But I remember just as clearly the children waking when a bison appeared beside the road, standing again with my wife beneath the Tetons, steam crossing an empty boardwalk and four of us driving through the caldera before sunrise.

I had thought I knew Yellowstone because I knew its rivers. It took my family to show me how much of it I had been passing by.

 

Before we left Australia, I wrote that for most of my adult life the rivers had dictated the journey.

They decided where I stayed, when I travelled, which roads I followed and how long I remained in any one place. Towns became useful because they sat beside water. Lodgings were judged by their proximity to boat ramps. Weather mattered because of what it might do to a hatch. Much of the American West entered my life through rivers first and everything else second.

This trip was different.

For the first time in sixteen years, my wife travelled with me. Our children came too. There were still rods in the vehicle and familiar stretches of water waiting to be revisited, but the rivers were no longer responsible for every decision. We began on the California coast, crossed the deserts of Nevada and Utah and gradually worked towards Idaho, Wyoming and Montana.

What surprised me, though, was how little I minded the days when we did not fish.

Without the usual urgency of clients, guides and trout, I had time to notice the places between the rivers. The diner where the coffee arrived before we had properly sat down. The service station attendant who wanted to know why four Australians were driving north through his town. The grain elevator standing above a Main Street that had outlived several versions of America. The old motel signs, the faded shopfronts and the roads that seemed to continue long after there was any obvious reason for them to do so.

These were not the destinations around which the journey had been planned. They were the spaces between them. Yet, looking back, they became much of what I remember most.

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The first part of the trip belonged to the coast and the desert. After two nights in Santa Monica, the landscape began to open. Los Angeles receded into freeway, heat and distance, and the country changed in stages. The Pacific disappeared behind us. Palms gave way to scrub. The horizon widened. By the time we reached Nevada, the distances and dimensions of the West had started to reveal themselves again.

One of the first things the family noticed was the vehicle.

My wife had expressed some doubts before we left about the need for something quite so enormous. She had never done one of these long American road trips with me before, and from Australia the insistence on a Suburban or Denali-sized vehicle probably seemed excessive. I was equally insistent that anything smaller would be a mistake.

Within the first few hours, the argument was settled.

Everyone had their own large, deeply comfortable seat, their own air-conditioning and enough space around them to avoid feeling as though four people were living on top of one another for several weeks. The seats were closer to the sofas and recliners we have at home than anything most Australians would associate with a car. Bags, suitcases, food, jackets, fishing gear and the assorted debris of family travel disappeared into the back without compromising anyone’s comfort.

The sheer size of the vehicle suited the landscape. You sat higher above the road and felt more secure, but also more a part of the American road trip itself. A small vehicle might have been easier to park, but it would have felt entirely wrong on those long western highways.

It was also considerably cheaper to run than expected. Fuel was an eye-watering $5.50 a gallon in California, but by the time we reached Utah and continued north it had dropped towards four dollars, then closer to $3.50 in Montana. The Denali we ended up with was more fuel-efficient than my Ford Ranger at home, despite having twice the space, three times the power and an abundance of comfort. After several thousand kilometres, none of us wanted anything smaller.

Las Vegas is often described as a city in the desert, but that hardly captures the strangeness of it. It feels less like a city than a concentrated act of defiance. Glass, neon, air-conditioning, fountains and spectacle push up against a landscape that does not appear particularly interested in supporting any of it.

For three days we moved through that contradiction.

The children saw it with the kind of enthusiasm adults sometimes lose. The sheer scale of the hotels, the absurdity of the themed buildings, the crowds, the noise, the constant invitation to look at something else. It was a long way from home and a long way from the rivers that usually explain my presence in America.

From there, Utah arrived. The colour of the country changed first. Then its shape.

 

The walls of Zion rose around us with an authority that photographs never quite manage to convey. The roads narrowed. The rock closed in. Light moved slowly across the canyon walls and every change in angle produced another version of the same place. Even after years of travelling through the West, it was difficult not to feel overwhelmed by it.

In Springdale, we hired electric bikes and rode all the way into the canyon to the end of the road. The weather was slightly overcast, holding the temperature somewhere in the high twenties or low thirties, rather than the oppressive heat we had expected. It turned what might have been an endurance exercise into one of the great days of the journey.

There were moments while riding when I looked up and the canyon walls appeared to rise hundreds, perhaps thousands, of feet directly above us. In places they seemed vertical. In others they appeared to lean beyond vertical and hang over the road. The scale was difficult to process from the seat of a bicycle. Deer scattered from the roadside as we passed, the air moved through the canyon and the walls changed colour whenever the light shifted or the road altered our angle of view.

Of everything we did, that ride through Zion may have been the highlight of the trip for me. There was no windscreen between us and the landscape, no searching for a parking space and no pressure to hurry. We simply rode beneath those walls and allowed the canyon to reveal itself gradually.

Further east, the landscape opened again around Moab. Red cliffs, arches, distant mesas and heat that seemed to settle over everything. There were days when the temperature climbed well beyond forty degrees and the only sensible response was to retreat to a swimming pool and wait for the evening. The wildlife appeared only when the light faded and the day began to lose its sting.

Moab itself and much of the immediate surrounding country can appear surprisingly drab beside the landscapes people have travelled there to see. Once you climb onto the plateau and enter Arches National Park, however, the country changes completely. The view as you crest that final rise is worth the price of admission alone.

The park is relatively compact, but every section seems to offer a different arrangement of stone. Arches, fins, balanced rocks and formations that appear too improbable to have survived rise from the plateau. As the hours pass, the light moves across them and the same landscape takes on an entirely different character. A formation that appears flat and colourless at midday can glow red and orange by evening, while another almost disappears into shadow.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The desert around Moab also offers a different kind of exploration. We took a float trip down the Colorado River, moving through a landscape that felt more remote from the water than it had from the road. Cliffs rose from the river, the heat settled across the canyon and the immensity of the country became apparent in a way it had not from the overlooks.

It was not trout country, but it was flowing water, and the pools, seams and eddies carried a language I understood.

The desert teaches a totally different form of patience. Rivers encourage movement. You walk, cast, drift, mend, adjust and search. The desert asks you to stand still. It works on a larger scale and over a slower timeframe. Nothing appears hurried, yet everything is changing. Wind reshapes sand just as water cuts stone. Shadows redraw the same wall over the course of an afternoon.

It is difficult to move through that country without becoming aware of your own smallness. That may be part of its appeal.

Most of us spend our lives surrounded by objects built to human proportions. Houses, roads, offices, cars, shops. In canyon country, scale becomes less reassuring. The land is older, larger and entirely indifferent to the fact that you have arrived with a camera and an itinerary. You feel that indifference the moment you step away from the roadway and into the landscape.

There were moments when the kids were bored. Moments when they were tired. Moments when the heat had stripped the novelty from the day. Then we would turn a corner, walk out onto another overlook or catch the last light on a distant cliff and everything would reset.

Travel often works that way. It is not one uninterrupted sequence of wonder. It is heat, traffic, wrong turns, hunger, fatigue and argument, interrupted by moments so complete they justify everything around them.

From Utah we headed north.

The country began to soften gradually. The red rock thinned. The air cooled. Trees returned in greater numbers. Somewhere beyond Salt Lake City, water began to appear more frequently beside the road.

That transition has always mattered to me and is a large part of why I tend to fly into Salt Lake City rather than taking the easier route directly into Bozeman. You can feel when you are entering trout country before you see the first river. The valleys change shape. Cottonwoods gather along drainage lines. Meadows become greener. Bridges begin to suggest water worth stopping for.

The South Fork of the Snake. The Henry’s Fork. The Teton. The Green. Names that have occupied my imagination for much of my adult life. Normally I would have begun organising the trip around them immediately. There would have been calls to friends, weather checks, hatch reports, river levels and quiet attempts to extract another day from the schedule.

This time I found myself looking elsewhere. At the Tetons from the Wyoming side. At the long roads between small towns. At Jackson with its wooden boardwalks, antler arches and summer crowds. At the children trying to understand why certain places mattered more to us than others.

Sixteen years earlier, Maree and I had stood beneath the Tetons and been married with four witnesses, rising trout and a grizzly bear that had chosen the wrong morning for a walk. Returning with our children changed the meaning of the place.

The mountains were the same. The roads were familiar. The view from Schwabacher Landing had lost none of its power. Yet the experience was no longer anchored only to memory. It had become something shared.

That was the quiet change running through the entire trip.

For years, I had returned to the American West as a guide, host, angler or photographer. This time I was seeing familiar places reflected back through three other people. Their interests were not always mine. One child wanted shops, music and wildlife. The other wanted World Cup matches, activities and anything involving speed. My wife wanted us to slow down, walk the trails and make the most of whatever each day offered.

All of that altered the rhythm.

Island Park became our base for exploring Yellowstone and the surrounding country. It was also where we hired UTVs and travelled along mountain tracks through the forest towards Mesa Falls.

We drove to the top of Sawtelle Peak on a road that became narrower and steeper with every turn. By the time we reached the upper sections, I caught myself wondering whether I would be able to drive the UTV back down. The track clung to the mountain, the drop beside us became increasingly difficult to ignore and the summit seemed to move further away each time the road doubled back.

The view from the top justified the climb. Mountains, forests and distant valleys spread out in every direction. On the tracks below, we spooked moose and deer from the timber, although no bears appeared. Depending on which member of the family you asked, this was either a disappointment or a considerable relief.

There was less fishing. There was also more noticing. Yellowstone made that impossible to avoid.

No matter how many times you visit, the park resists familiarity. Steam rises from the ground. Bison stop traffic as though roads are a temporary inconvenience. Elk stand in meadows with the ease of animals that understand the landscape belongs to them. A moose steps into a river and suddenly an entire group of strangers becomes silent.

It is easy to become cynical about famous places. Crowds, queues, traffic and cameras can make even extraordinary landscapes feel processed. Yellowstone survives that pressure because something unexpected is always waiting beyond the next bend.

It might be a herd of bison crossing a valley. Or a wolf disappearing into timber. It could be a thermal basin half-hidden beneath the morning vapour. Or a moose feeding in water so calm that the reflection appears almost too perfect.

 

 

 

The park restores perspective in much the same way the desert does, but by different means. The desert does it through emptiness. Yellowstone does it through abundance, with wildlife, water, weather, geology and distance all competing for attention at once.

The children responded immediately. Not always with quiet reverence. Sometimes with shouting, arguing over binoculars or trying to take photographs through a moving window. But the excitement was real.

I think that matters. Adults often pretend the natural world is best appreciated silently. Children are less restrained. They react before deciding how they are supposed to react. There is an honesty in that, one that allows us to be less serious and to enjoy the moment before deciding what it is supposed to mean. Through them, I was seeing again with fresh eyes an experience I had repeated through many Australian winters.

The Fourth of July introduced another kind of spectacle. Australians tend to be suspicious of too much public enthusiasm. We are trained early to keep emotion within acceptable limits and to mock anything that appears overly earnest. Americans do not always share that instinct.

Small towns celebrate themselves with remarkable confidence. Flags appear everywhere. Streets close. Horses, old vehicles, tractors, marching bands and homemade floats move through town while entire families line the footpaths.

There is no embarrassment in it. No apology. No effort to appear detached.

The parade we watched was loud, colourful, occasionally absurd and completely sincere. People dressed in red, white and blue from head to toe. Children collected sweets thrown from passing floats. Veterans moved slowly along the parade route. Families occupied the same patch of footpath they had probably used for years. Some brought lawn chairs and settled onto the verge. Others watched from the backs of pickup trucks, tailgates down and coolers filled with ice-cold drinks.

It would be easy to reduce the Fourth of July to politics or patriotism, but in small towns it often feels more personal than that. It is partly about memory. Partly about community. Partly about the right to make noise in public and assume everyone else will join in. For visitors, it offers a glimpse of America at its least self-conscious.

That became another recurring feature of the trip: the willingness to participate.

In Australia, people often watch first and decide later whether an experience deserves enthusiasm. In America, particularly in smaller towns, people are more likely to step forward, wave, shout, clap, ask where you are from and offer an opinion before you have had time to introduce yourself.

That openness can be exhausting. But it can also be generous in a way not easily found here at home.

Some of the conversations I remember most happened in places where we had not intended to stop. At a fuel station. In a diner. Outside a general store. Beside a road sign while trying to decide whether to keep driving further before the darkness crept back in.

While the famous destinations gave the journey structure, it was the incidental encounters that gave it texture. By the time we reached Montana, we had entered another version of the West entirely, and even the children could feel the difference.

The towns grew smaller. Grain elevators and storage towers rose above the plains, marking settlements long before the streets themselves came into view. Old bars and shops sat beside roads carrying traffic towards somewhere else. Mountains rose and fell in the distance. Rivers moved through valleys with the confidence of water that has shaped the place for longer than anyone remembers.

Montana has always been easy to romanticise. The name itself does half the work. Big sky, long roads, trout rivers, mountain towns and the lingering mythology of the West. But the version I have come to value most is not the postcard version. It is the working landscape. The trucks parked outside a bar at midday. The rail sidings and storage sheds. The service stations. The taco buses parked in dusty lots beside the highway. The small stores that appear to sell groceries, fishing tackle, ammunition and local gossip from the same counter.

The towns where people live ordinary lives inside scenery that visitors have travelled thousands of kilometres to see.

That contrast interests me more each year. The extraordinary and the everyday occupying the same place.

For someone passing through, the mountains dominate everything. For someone who lives there, they are simply the view on the way to work.

Eventually the rivers reclaimed their place. They always do. We saw water through cottonwoods. Riffles appeared beside the road. Bridges invited closer inspection. Familiar names returned on signs and maps.

There is a deep familiarity in returning to places that, over the years, have become another kind of home.

Of course, there were rods in the vehicle and even a few opportunities to fish.

On the South Fork of the Snake, a few large stoneflies were still around, but perhaps more importantly, the memory of those big insects remained fresh in the trout’s minds. Getting the fly tight to the bank and close to structure was absolutely imperative.

Large rubber-legged flies teased along the edges, or pulled slightly away from them, produced violent takes. Once the fly had travelled five or six feet from the bank, there was little point continuing the drift. You recast and placed it within an inch of the edge again. Some of the rises were spectacular, and some large trout were brought to the net.

The Teton River was far below its normal level, but the evening hatches remained strong. Caddis and mayflies appeared in enormous numbers, and as the light softened the river became dimpled with rising fish from one bank to the other.

The water was crystal clear. From the road bridges, fish could be seen holding in surprising numbers, and whenever we looked back into the low evening sun we saw dorsal fins, tails and snouts breaking the surface as trout mopped up the last of the insects from the hatch.

Around Island Park, we found spring creeks full of large rising fish. These trout demanded considerably more precision. Accuracy mattered. Fly selection mattered. Leader length and diameter mattered. The rewards, when everything came together, were worth the additional care.

Yet even then, the urgency was missing. I no longer felt compelled to turn every encounter with water into a session. Some rivers were enough to look at. Some were enough to remember. Some could wait. I borrowed a boat from friends when I felt like it. At other times, we wet-waded for a few hours and called it a day.

That may have been the most surprising change of all.

For years, my travel had been measured by what I managed to fit into it. Rivers fished. Images taken. Places reached. Opportunities used. This time the journey felt complete without being maximised.

Perhaps that is one of the quieter lessons of age. Or perhaps I am selectively remembering the journey to suit a narrative I have already begun to believe. Most likely it is a little of both. Wherever the truth lies, I do not think ambition disappears. Selection simply becomes more important. You learn that doing everything is impossible and that trying often diminishes what is already in front of you.

A day spent moving slowly through Yellowstone does not need to end with fishing. A road through Montana does not need to be justified by where it leads. A town does not need to be famous to be worth stopping in.

The places between rivers are not empty spaces. They are part of the journey.

That breathing room, and the freedom from feeling that every fish had to be wrung from every day, also changed the way I thought about the Montana trips we will host again next year. It allowed me to notice far more of what lies between the fishing locations, particularly on the travel days. I came home with a much clearer sense of how that time can become part of the experience rather than simply the distance that has to be covered. There are towns, landscapes, short detours and places worth stopping that will give the journey more shape without taking anything away from the fishing.

Back home, with winter settled over Victoria and the familiar work of another season waiting, I find myself thinking less about the places we reached than about the way we moved between them. The distance was never simply empty road. It gave us time to talk, to look, to change our minds and to stop when something unexpected caught our attention. In a journey measured across thousands of kilometres, those pauses became as important as the destinations themselves.

Looking back through the photographs, the pattern is obvious. There are rivers, mountains and wildlife, but also roadside signs, diners, old buildings, parades, shopfronts, service stations and people standing in landscapes they are seeing for the first time.

There are fewer fish than usual. And I don’t mind that. Not one little bit.

For most of my adult life, the rivers have dictated the journey. This time they were simply part of it. They waited while we crossed deserts, stopped in small towns, watched bison block roads and stood beneath mountains that had already witnessed one important moment in our lives.

The rivers were still there when we arrived. The hatches continued without us. The trout rose whether we were watching or not. What changed was the attention we gave to everything around them.

Perhaps that is what the trip ultimately became. Not a journey away from rivers, but a reminder that they do not exist apart from the country through which they flow, or the lives that unfold beside them. Next year, when I return with another group of anglers, the rivers will still give the journey its shape. But I suspect we will travel a little more slowly between them.

There will still be hatches to chase, boats to launch and fish worth staying late for. There will also be towns worth entering, roads worth following and reasons to stop that have nothing to do with trout.

The places between rivers are not simply what we pass through on the way to somewhere else.

They are part of what brings us back.